fuck

xjoshiex @ 2007-08-14T01:24:00

2007-08-14T05:26:40Z

hahahahahahahahahahahaha whaaaaaatttttuuuuuup

just got home from tour 2 dys ago.. gone for a looong ass time. had alot of fun. won 1400 in vegas. coming home to pretty much nothing sucks. lets hangout. seeeyyyyyyayyyayayayayayayyayayayayayayayayyaaaaaaaa

xjoshiex @ 2006-06-12T20:33:00

2006-06-13T00:34:25Z

fffffuuuuuccccckkkkkk yyyyooooouuuuuuu

yeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.

xjoshiex @ 2006-01-19T21:44:00

2006-01-20T02:47:07Z

Sunday February 12th.... My birthday

Bury Your Dead
Mercury Switch
Dead By Dawn
Chuck Brunswick
Funeral In Fame
Killing Floor

$10 advance
$12 at the door

Cabot Street

if you want tickets call me 210 3757 i probably wont read this till that day so call

xjoshiex @ 2006-01-16T20:51:00

2006-01-17T02:01:16Z

Nate,

Ok heres the thing. Fuck this shit. i dont knoe what the fuck your problem is, but im not doing this shit anymore. i hate fucking waiting for you to call me whenever you feel like getting laid. Im not that chick. So whatever, I hope you had fun knowing the fact that i liked you and that whenever you called i would come running to you just so i could feel wanted. you honestly confused the shit out of me. You used to act like you wanted me around. Like when i got my tattoo you put your hand on my face and looked me dead in the eyes and said "ive been lost without you". Then you got matd cause i went into the bathroom with ryan. oh and the time that dude asked me for my number and you were like why would he do that im right here, sorry to tell you but you havent fucking claimed anything. F.U. Im so fucking mad you have no idea, and youre livin it up you fucking think you got me like that. i cant even believe i thought i knew you. youre different now, youre nasty now. fucking gay! You are 22 years old, grow up. it was nice while it lasted. k bye Maybe ill see you never!!

Hate!
Holly

anyways if anyone knows these people tell them i have there letter

xjoshiex @ 2006-01-09T21:29:00

2006-01-10T02:29:37Z

i miss you

xjoshiex @ 2005-12-02T21:42:00

2005-12-03T02:51:23Z

this has been the worst week of my life. you spend 2 years with someone you love so much then just out of nowheres she needs space and doesnt know if youll ever get back together. its a possibility either way. so what the fuck do i do. do i give her her space but stick around cause its well worth it if we get back together? do i move on and eventually date someone else and then ruin any chances i might have for this relationship? do i stick around and there never end up being another chance for me then when she ends up dating again i have to see someone with the girl i love? i need some kind of answers, so i can know where i stand in this all. this is the hardest thing ive ever had to go through and it doesnt seem to be looking up at all. when im around people im fine and it keeps my mind off from it, but the minute i get home from work or from hanging out with people i break down everytime. this sucks so fucking bad. this is the girl i wanted to spend my life with. i need someone to talk to so bad. someone that would listen to my problems. she was the only one that i could go to for anything and now i have no one

i never saw this coming, not in a million years. but i guess nothing lasts forever

xjoshiex @ 2005-10-18T17:53:00

2005-10-18T21:53:55Z

ha ive made 608 dollars in 2 days of work so far this week.. and theres still 4 more days on the job

xjoshiex @ 2005-10-12T16:27:00

2005-10-12T20:31:57Z

Meshuggah was amazing the other night.

next weeks pay is gonna be amazing.

$36.76 an hour for 40 hours. plus overtime

and i might go to mississippi in the winter for $38 an hour for 12 hours a day 7 days a week

seeeeya

xjoshiex @ 2005-10-08T19:47:00

2005-10-08T23:48:23Z

this fucking sucks.

i deposited my check through the atm last night and that shit still hasnt been processed so now i have noooooooo money to see meshuggah or do anything else this weekend

xjoshiex @ 2005-08-28T03:20:00

2005-08-28T07:20:08Z

everyone should buy Vecwear

xjoshiex @ 2005-08-15T15:53:00

2005-08-15T19:51:26Z

haha i just heard Civ on a nissan car commercial

xjoshiex @ 2005-07-24T14:54:00

2005-07-24T18:56:04Z

alright so most of you all know already that im on a softball team... well we need some players for the fall league so if anybody that reads this is good or is interested in playing and can definately make it to every game, let me know. we play just about all our games on sundays. comment here or call my cell phone 2103757

xjoshiex @ 2005-07-20T19:18:00

2005-07-20T23:20:17Z

Today i went to lithea springs to fish and swim with moey korey and ernie. and right when im about to swim some hippies show up and start swimming and washing themselves with soap while we are trying to fish and swim right there... so we go to the other side and start fishing and some other hippies show up and just et naked and start swimming. gross as fuck. one girl was all over a guy and when we were leaving we saw the girl was like 18 and the guy was at least in his 50s

xjoshiex @ 2005-07-08T15:14:00

2005-07-08T19:15:24Z

Holy Crap. The gorilla biscuits are playing CBGB in august

xjoshiex @ 2005-07-08T15:11:00

2005-07-08T19:11:21Z

boring boring boring

xjoshiex @ 2005-06-26T22:04:00

2005-06-27T02:16:26Z

so last night i go to a party with my boys, and girl. moey goes into the bathroom and immediately after some fag goes up to the door which doesnt have a lock and starts talking shit to her to hurry up cause he had to take a "mad ill piss". moey tells him hes gotta chill the fuck out... and so do i. i go outside after that and confront him and he just starts talking shit telling me i dont know who the fuck im fucking with. and then starts getting in shitpants face laughing at him. so anyways we tell this kid he needs to chill the fuck out and just shut the fuck up... then all night after that multiple times he just keeps starting shit. and we keep hearing him say hes gonna fuck us up.. so then later on in the night duane asks us to tell this kid hes gotta go. so we do.. then he starts stepping up to kyle saying if we want him to go were gonna have to do something about it. and pushes kyle telling him to go out front cause hes gonna fuck kyle up.. so kyles says whatever cause hes had enough of this kid like 82348318 times. so me and steve tell them to go in the back. so cops dont come to duanes graduation party. so they do. this kid just starts talking shit.. tells kyle hes gonna fuck him up. then goes towards kyle... kyle hits him once and hes pretty much "Knocked the fuck out". then kyle hits him twice more... then me and shitpants are laughing and the kid tries tackeling shitter. so steve punches him twice and timmy, kyle and shitpants beat his ass... i went back to duanes today and theres blood all over his yard..

anyways long story short i hit a grand slam in my softball game today!!!!

xjoshiex @ 2005-06-21T15:02:00

2005-06-21T19:04:57Z

t-mobil is gay as fuck.. first they tell me i owe nothing on my bill. then they tell me $278 i owe. then they tell me i owe 153 now they tell me i owe 163. all for going over 300 minutes? but my plan has 600 whenever minutes. so now i have to wait 3 days without a phone while they do some report....

anyways. 2 nights ago i had a dream that 4 asian girls were standing around me repeatedly saying how can we be asian if we have these. and flashing me there big boobs

xjoshiex @ 2005-06-03T15:24:00

2005-06-03T19:23:31Z

go see xhomicidex tonight at timmy blairs graduation party.

go down schoolhouse rd and turn right on julia street. it in the corner

xjoshiex @ 2005-06-01T16:55:00

2005-06-01T20:55:36Z

xhomicidex is playing timmy blairs graduation party friday. go

xjoshiex @ 2005-02-03T17:28:00

2005-02-03T22:38:03Z

Xladyluckx: well, basically, your attitude was deplorable. And secondly when I have one of my oldest friends in the business tell me he will never book the band again because of their attitude, made us all look pathetic. I sat there that night at CBGB's for 45 mins talking to Rich the promoter trying to straighten things out. This was a night where I was looking forward to watching the band and celebrating my brithday. Instead I had to listen to him tell me how the tour manager and one band member were being cocky.
Joshie212: ok i didnt even talk to rich
Xladyluckx: If my mind remembers correctly, something to do with rider requirments and towels were one thing, after he told you over the phone that there were no concessions for the opening band.
Xladyluckx: He said you did.
Joshie212: i talked to him once
Joshie212: i asked him about towels
Joshie212: because when i talked to him on the phone i asked and he said maybe
Xladyluckx: Yeah, and that you gave him an attitude about it after you saw him give Jamie the towels for ATR.
Joshie212: so when he got there i said hey rich, and introduced myself then i asked him if he had gotten the towels
Joshie212: and he said no i only signed riders for atr so i said ok because i knew that he said on the phone that he could maybe get them
Joshie212: and when i talked to him was at the same exact time that jamie did
Joshie212: and then i didnt talk to him again until i asked him to sign the soundscan
Xladyluckx: well, according to him there was a lot of attitude with all this. and the bottom line is that, for other promoters it is their word against yours. when it comes to rich hall, it is different because he is a friend whom we go way way back with.
Joshie212: and thats honestly the truth. i wouldnt lie to you or scott.. i wouldnt go to a show and be a dick to the promoter for no reason at all. especially at cbgbs when these guys were looking forward to playing that show so much
Joshie212: ok so i lose out on this job because i did nothing at all wrong
Xladyluckx: so what am i supposed to do?
Xladyluckx: i have a promoter who we are good friends with coming up to me before i even get in the door, and slams me with all this stuff about how this band sucks and he is upset.
Joshie212: i dont see why you and scott would go and tell these guys im unprofessional and i cant tour manage them or sell there merch without even talking to me about it.. especially when i didnt even do anythin
Joshie212: did anyone in the band ask him about towels or anything. because you said a member of the band he was mad at too.
Joshie212: maybe he got me confused with whoever else talked to him?
Xladyluckx: But you realize that this isn't the first time...the other time we blew it off. Then who talked to him and made him feel like he had to talk to me right when i got there. then he proceeded to call some other people and spread the word that the band are a bunch of shit heels?
Xladyluckx: Who else could have talked to him? You should have been the only one.
Xladyluckx: I am going to ask him again, as I do not remember the whole conversation.
Joshie212: i know i should have... but you said he was mad at a member in the band too
Xladyluckx: he said there was one other person who was being a dick.
Xladyluckx: give me a little bit i am having him call me. i also have a meeting with cannae in 5 minutes.
Joshie212: ok so maybe it was them he was mad at.. cause i honestly didnt do anything at all
Xladyluckx: no, he said you were the only one he talked to. he said that you didn't come off very professional and welcoming. He was mildly offended seeing that you were with our band etc. He didn't talk to anyone else, but he did say that it made it weird afterwards because he didn't know who the guys were etc.
Xladyluckx: He did say that you were nice and all jolly when you asked for the soundscan sheet to be signed though. He thought that was weird......so that is the whoel story. I am sorry no one spoke to you and that the band didn't tell you about what happened. I told them, and they saw me after the show.
Joshie212: ok so you pretty much dont believe a word im telling you
Joshie212: i dont know how i am supposed to sound professional when i introduce myself and ask him if he had a chance to get towels and he says no i only signed contracts for all that remains then he walks away
Joshie212: and if i was very unprofessional to him thats not very professional of him to go around and say he hates this band or even call around to tell about the band if it was just me who did something wrong
Xladyluckx: True true. But he was not a very happy person, and he has a lot of pull where he is at. And he is a good friend, and despite that, he felt that the show wasn't appreciated and the way you asked him and such was not appropriate according to him. I mean, the next time this happens, what are we suposed to do? Is it a factor that you do not understand that this band is still in it's infancy stages? We give you a rider to see if maybe you can get something off it. They get 150-200 a night because of us.
Xladyluckx: People pay it becasue we shot high and they agree. ATR doesn't even make that a night!
Xladyluckx: ok, i gotta go into this meeting with cannae...shane drome all the way from the cape and i need to jump in on this. we cna talk more later.
Joshie212: ok thansk

xjoshiex @ 2005-01-20T14:33:00

2005-01-20T19:36:44Z

i guess asking for towels a promoter says he might be able to get is very unprofessional. so in return i get the one thing i actually fucking enjoy taken from me. fucking awesome

xjoshiex @ 2005-01-11T00:46:00

2005-01-11T05:47:12Z

im sick of everytime we go on tour we end up hearing a story that always leads back to the same fucking person.

grow the fuck up

xjoshiex @ 2004-12-18T01:29:00

2004-12-18T06:31:39Z

i think today is the worst day of tour...

i found out bad luck 13's new band is opening the show tomorrow in philly
and i found out that julian found my cat dead on the sidewalk

ill be home tomorrow night

xjoshiex @ 2004-12-14T00:02:00

2004-12-14T05:03:40Z

its fucked up that i have to read from someones journal that i dont know that someone else took my place in my band. instead of hearing it from my "friends" fuck off

xjoshiex @ 2004-12-09T08:37:00

2004-12-09T14:38:50Z

about to leave to houston texas....

i fucking hate it there